Well, graduation is one week and two days away from today. I don't know what to think. It is kind of surreal, the fact that I am going to be gone from this place that has really been so much of a home to me. I spend so much time here (I say here because I am at school now). Tonight I am staying late because I have my last high school concert. It is the last time that I will perform on that auditorium stage.
Don't get me wrong, I am very excited to graduate - to be done with high school classes. I am even excited to be away from some of the immature boys that dwell in my English class. But the part that I hate the most is the fact that all of the friendships that I have ever formed in high school might cease to exist.
I hope that people remember me, I hope when they plan their get-togethers they invite me and they don't just think that because I live outside of the district I won't want to come.
Another thing that is weird is having the Juniors and Sophomores look up to me for wisdom and guidance, when really I am not that much older than them and I wonder what I could really do to effect their lives.
As Dr. R. always says, "You are the best person someone knows," and it is true.
The last thing that is weird is talking to other senior classman and discussing who is going to what college or who is going on a mission or who is going into the armed forces.
Young adulthood as we know it is on the brink of nonexistance!!!
Well, I have got to go, I will post more later.
LOL
~Holly
